Hi Den, I went to see my daughter and grandson for his 6th birthday, I would not call it restful but fun. Thank you.
To start a journal, go here and look at some. Think of a name for it that inspires you and then post a new thread.
http://www.lowcarbsite.com/forumdisplay.php/12-Journals
All the threads, including the Journals, show a Last Page button. Go there and scroll down for the latest post. There is also a New Posts button on the upper left corner of the home page that will show you all the new posts since you last visited.
The new posts are always at the bottom of the page. You are directed to the top of the page so scrolling is needed. Just keep posting your reply in your journal and all will stay in your journal.
I am on my iPad as well, but do not use TapTalk. I just made a Add to Home Screen and use that to get me here. I keep it in a folder with all my other LC forums and more info. If you have trouble with the two accounts, let me know, I am sure we can delete one.
Now, to what you are going through. Losing two close friends is very hard. I am sure this is very difficult for you right now. I hope you can sense my mental hug for you.